Current mood:	confused
Current music:	Promise--->spoken

^{I've changed the presets in my car so those old songs don't sneak up. 
They still find me and remind me, you cam back that easy. I try restaurants I've never been to, order new things off the menue that I never tried, because you didn't like. Two drinks in, you were by my side. 
I've talked to friends. 
I've talked to myself. 
I've talked to God, I prayed like hell, but I still miss you.
I've tried sober, and I've tried drinking. 
I've been strong and I've been week, but still I miss you. I've done everything to move on like I'm supposed to. 
I'd give anything for one more minute with you.
 I never knew until you were gone how many pages you were on. 
It never ends and I keep turning and line after like you are there again. 
I don't know how to let you go, you are so deep down in my soul.
 I feel helpless and so hopeless. It's a door that never closes.}